I am so exhausted at the idea of having to read my WSET 3 textbook. I am learning this shit from scratch all over again and I just don’t give myself the time to do it. There has been infinite time for me to study this book front to back but I’m being stubborn ( Read more... )

I’m towards the end of week 3 on the pills. I haven’t cried in about over a week. I feel so much more back to normal. Man, I knew I was crazy. I have a very good life with friends and the boyfriend and the job so... GODDAMMIT ( Read more... )

I am so ready to start my 3rd wine semester ( Read more... )

I don't know how I'm still standing ( Read more... )

My boss wants to see me pour more heart and soul into the workplace. He says I'm sloppy and disconnected. It hurt my feelings because I thought I was the cleanest, most obedient, and well organized. I guess I was deluding myself. But looking at it again, he was right. I only think I'm doing a good job, but I know I'm not as invested. If VSV had met ( Read more... )

One day, you wake up and realize that nobody cares. And suddenly, you're free to do whatever you want ( Read more... )

There is so much sweet justice in seeing your enemies fail.

I was casually mentioning to the guys in the kitchen that I hadn't had dinner and was very tired. One of the cooks gave me a cheese plate that was made by mistake and I was so happy! Then, I got called to the kitchen and there was a pork loin on a ragu of corn, bacon, mushrooms and pearl onions for me! WHAAAAAAAT!!!!!!! Prior to that, one of the ( Read more... )

The people at Montmartre are moving in different directions. I too feel a change needs to happen. Another job? Another opportunity? What do I change to add some spark to my life?

Sweet, sweet justice is served ( Read more... )