Much to my relief, Alexis has told me she’s undergone the same abnormal Pap smear procedures a few times, including the colposcopy. Deb said her daughter also went through the same thing and the tests almost always came out negative ( Read more... )

Sam is giving me words of encouragement while I have another emotional bout, which is right around the time I started Week 1 of the pills a month ago (I was noticing a pattern in hormonal changes). I’m complaining that unfortunately Kevin is the apparent target of my depression and anxiety ( Read more... )

My greatest fear is that I love someone more than they could love me.

This spans across all relationships. The deep fear is the one that I may once again neglect the good ones in pursuit of others who aren't looking my way.

Remember, to not chase.

My premonitions are becoming stronger and more noticeable ( Read more... )

I am so ready to start my 3rd wine semester ( Read more... )

Halfway into becoming 34, Ive succumbed to adulthood by finding a regular chiropractor to care for a pinched sciatic nerve, as well as other bodily ailments that have plagued me ( Read more... )

I don't know how I'm still standing ( Read more... )

Today, there was a Kanikapila with the Na Le Hua Melemele ladies. It felt like a past life sitting there with these women who I've known for a little over 4 years. It felt so good to see them, for the record ( Read more... )

So many things have told me to stay away from the hula life this year. At first it was hurting my back, and then the opportunity to start wine classes which changed my work schedule (I used to have Wednesday's off and I could've joined Ori Manea and been one of the starting dancers ( Read more... )

People are moving around a lot faster these days in my life. Today, I had to ask myself who was my best friend. And I couldn't come up with one. I was going to say Jason but he's just been so absent, he doesn't count. I was thinking more like a girl friend who I have common interests with and a same sense of humor. Everyone in my life at the moment ( Read more... )