Jul 23, 2017 02:32
I don't know how I'm still standing.
I'm working 6-7 shifts, and teaching on my "day off". I have a huge sciatic pain running from my hip down past my knee. It will reach my foot soon, I know it. I am in so much fucking pain. I only have the sympathy of curious folk who catch me limping around work. What the fuck am I supposed to do now?! This is the one year I cancelled my health insurance. OH, IRONY! I want to see a chiropractor who'll probably tell me to go back to yoga.
The hair is SO short and ridiculously pink. I like it, but I feel I will like it more if I looked like a girl more.
It was Tom's last shift with me today. And who knows what will happen now... the schedule will be very interesting. I wonder if I'll take over and have more UWS shifts, and less at the Plaza. I don't know why, but I still feel like the Plaza is my home. I've nurtured that baby since its birth- I feel like its mother.
On the plus side to all this, I can sign back up for insurance, and enroll in the next level wine class.
Dating will still take a backseat at this point. The apps suck, and I'm not actively trying to force this crap together anymore.
work,
life