Why is it whenever I am in my absolute moment of need no one answers their god damn phone ( Read more... )

I cant belive what i ever saw in him to make me want to go back, but i did it. I thought i was still the same person i fell in love with 2 years ago. He told me he loved me more than anything in the world, and that he could never feel the way he did about me about anyone else. He said he wanted to work on us, and he wanted to move in with me. I ( Read more... )

So i dont know what this is all about...really...but this is just me getting shit out, that at the moment, i have to no one to call to cry to. If any of you really care enough to even read, good for you and i am sorry for wasting time out of your life, i am just getting shit out of my head to try to feel better enough to sleep. Unfortunately in ( Read more... )

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So for thanksgiving I went over to my parents house. We went out to eat this year. I know it sounds kind of crappy, but its not really. We decide to do that every once in a while, and its easier that having to cool all day and the day before, and then the massive cleanup, leftovers to try and store. So we did that at around noon, then we went home ( Read more... )

I sit here clutching useless lists ( Read more... )

So, I was messing around here in the wonderful world wide web, and I remembered that I had a live journal. I figured I go check it out, since it’s been so long. Wow. It’s definitely been quite a while. Especially reading some of the stuff I’ve put up there. Damn I was pretty lame. I suppose I still am...but meh. I now have my own apartment, and I ( Read more... )

So the same day of my last post i was in a car accident and i totaled that car. Pretty weird huh? I was on my way home from work and a guy cut me off, i lost control of my car and i hit the center wall of the freeway three times. My car spun and i hit three of the four corners of the car. I didnt hit anyone and noone hit me. The asshole that caused ( Read more... )

Well im a big slacker i guess. is been damn near a year since my last post. i dont have internet at my apartment right now (im on ians puter :) ) and before that my puter had a virus...so i wasnt using it too often. Its all better now though! Ian fixed it for me. I scanned through my last post and though id follow up on it. i had to total my maxima ( Read more... )

Here I go again I have neglected to post in here for too long. Its been what, like 3 months? Wow. I am a horrible person aren’t I? Perhaps not this time but i do feel like one sometimes, but that’s another story for another day I suppose. It is so frustrating when you have something going on in your life that is so important that you want to share ( Read more... )