So many things...
Here I go again I have neglected to post in here for too long. Its been what, like 3 months? Wow. I am a horrible person aren’t I? Perhaps not this time but i do feel like one sometimes, but that’s another story for another day I suppose. It is so frustrating when you have something going on in your life that is so important that you want to share it with everyone but you can only tell select people, and the people you cant you have to hide even the smallest details. Its also really frustrating when they say they’re are going to take care of things, then the next time you discuss it they say they are sick of doing everything their selves and they’re going to wait for the other person to take some initiative, and here i am now suffering in silence.
i am sure that didn’t make the slightest bit of sense...but that’s alright...i get it and i just needed to get it off my mind. Sometimes i wonder...am i not mature enough for a serious relationship yet? or is it that i just have never been on one. Its kind of scary, not in a bad way though. Just real different I guess. I like it though. its a nice thing.
I’ve got some other issues i need to work out...crazy stuff has been going on lately..
This guy hit my car last Thursday in a parking lot. Totally pisses me off. I love my car so much...and now there’s this nasty ugly ass dent on the back right panel. Asshole, i hope his insurance fixes it. This is not the kind of stress i need to deal with right now. Dealing with insurance companies sucks too. And then when i went to go get pictures taken of it for my insurance, she said there could be internal damage and if there is they would have to total it.... then i would be totally fucked. My dad they shouldn’t, but I’m still scared that they would, he said if they try to we’re going to fight it. Yuk.... I hat this mess. But i can say i am lucky, at least it happened in a parking lot, and not in an intersection (knock on wood)
Alright. Enough for me...I’m going to go watch the rest of Goodfellas, and sleep.
i am sure that didn’t make the slightest bit of sense...but that’s alright...i get it and i just needed to get it off my mind. Sometimes i wonder...am i not mature enough for a serious relationship yet? or is it that i just have never been on one. Its kind of scary, not in a bad way though. Just real different I guess. I like it though. its a nice thing.
I’ve got some other issues i need to work out...crazy stuff has been going on lately..
This guy hit my car last Thursday in a parking lot. Totally pisses me off. I love my car so much...and now there’s this nasty ugly ass dent on the back right panel. Asshole, i hope his insurance fixes it. This is not the kind of stress i need to deal with right now. Dealing with insurance companies sucks too. And then when i went to go get pictures taken of it for my insurance, she said there could be internal damage and if there is they would have to total it.... then i would be totally fucked. My dad they shouldn’t, but I’m still scared that they would, he said if they try to we’re going to fight it. Yuk.... I hat this mess. But i can say i am lucky, at least it happened in a parking lot, and not in an intersection (knock on wood)
Alright. Enough for me...I’m going to go watch the rest of Goodfellas, and sleep.