Glad its all finally over!!
I cant belive what i ever saw in him to make me want to go back, but i did it. I thought i was still the same person i fell in love with 2 years ago. He told me he loved me more than anything in the world, and that he could never feel the way he did about me about anyone else. He said he wanted to work on us, and he wanted to move in with me. I believed every single word of it, and why should i have? i loved him.This was my first love, and he was comming back to me to tell me that he messed up and he wanted me back. After about a month after that i discovered that Over the 4 months that we were broken up he did a complete 360. It wasnt the same guy that i fell in love with. He was different, distant, and never talked to me, except the weekends when it was convienent nd there was nothing else to do.
A month ago we broke up. We had a nice weekend. He took me out shooting for the first time. I had one of the best weekends with him. that monday he didnt answer a singel text message of phone call from me. That day turned into a week. He has done this before, but usually for a day and then he would apologize whatever....but i was getting a little tired of it then. Well this was the last straw. Saturday rolled around, adn i told him i was done, we were done.
A month goes by and i still dont see him or hear from him. I start to get over it all, but i still wanted to know wht his deal was. I found out this evening. He is back with this other girl (who he saw when he and i broke up the first time)who got him to believe a bunch of bullshit lies about me, that i not only cheated on him once but i did it 4 times each with a different guy. (conviently all were my closest friends, and one ex boyfriend that i no longer talk to or see and that i didnt even talk to really till about a month after we broke up the first time.) But wait, here comes the mature part, this wasnt a voice mail, email or even a text message....he sent it to me as mail in the online game we play, World of Warcraft. He also stated how much the guild meant to him and that i had to leave the guild "quickly and quietly." Also the the thought of seeing me ingame or the thought to talking to me "repulsed him."
Whatever.
Its a game.
ill find other ppl to game with.
So i replied, telling him i will leave the guild, and it was kinda sad he had to tell me all of this in a video game than in real life like an adult. I also told him to believe what he wants to it wasnt true, and to remember his history that i know is true, that he cheated on me when we got back together...
Whatever. What a lame immatture mess. But this i guess gave it the resolution it needed. I hope he feeles better, and i hope she can remember all the lies she tells otherwise it will come back to bite her in the ass.
I am totally fucking over it, a little pissed off knowing that people are speading lies about me, but nonetheless its done, and i am completely done with him and everyone involved with the high school bullshit at that shithole of a company.
People really suck.
How could i have been such an idiot?
A month ago we broke up. We had a nice weekend. He took me out shooting for the first time. I had one of the best weekends with him. that monday he didnt answer a singel text message of phone call from me. That day turned into a week. He has done this before, but usually for a day and then he would apologize whatever....but i was getting a little tired of it then. Well this was the last straw. Saturday rolled around, adn i told him i was done, we were done.
A month goes by and i still dont see him or hear from him. I start to get over it all, but i still wanted to know wht his deal was. I found out this evening. He is back with this other girl (who he saw when he and i broke up the first time)who got him to believe a bunch of bullshit lies about me, that i not only cheated on him once but i did it 4 times each with a different guy. (conviently all were my closest friends, and one ex boyfriend that i no longer talk to or see and that i didnt even talk to really till about a month after we broke up the first time.) But wait, here comes the mature part, this wasnt a voice mail, email or even a text message....he sent it to me as mail in the online game we play, World of Warcraft. He also stated how much the guild meant to him and that i had to leave the guild "quickly and quietly." Also the the thought of seeing me ingame or the thought to talking to me "repulsed him."
Whatever.
Its a game.
ill find other ppl to game with.
So i replied, telling him i will leave the guild, and it was kinda sad he had to tell me all of this in a video game than in real life like an adult. I also told him to believe what he wants to it wasnt true, and to remember his history that i know is true, that he cheated on me when we got back together...
Whatever. What a lame immatture mess. But this i guess gave it the resolution it needed. I hope he feeles better, and i hope she can remember all the lies she tells otherwise it will come back to bite her in the ass.
I am totally fucking over it, a little pissed off knowing that people are speading lies about me, but nonetheless its done, and i am completely done with him and everyone involved with the high school bullshit at that shithole of a company.
People really suck.
How could i have been such an idiot?