I'm in the post-holiday funk and feeling terribly homesick for New York (mainly Rochester), and of course I'm not sleeping very well because my mind is going a mile-a-minute. And you know what? I am pissed as fuck as my aunt ( Read more... )

Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays, all that jazz.

I hope you're all eating wonderful food and getting awesome pressies.

I need to figure out some sort of system for meal planning because this whole 'play it by ear' thing isn't working and I'm sick of just shuffling off to the fridge to look for something that I 'feel like' eating ( Read more... )

I know that it may be in part because I need to distract from myself but I think I definitely am going to need to find a career that helps people somehow, whether it's just helping farmers figure out what to spray or helping people solve problems.. I need that. I need to be thinking, coming up with solutions, etc. I don't know yet where that is ( Read more... )

Well, first off, yesterday I had an appointment with one of the medication nurses and I am officially back on Cymbalta, so yay. I look forward to being less crazy feeling and anxious in a few weeks when they kick in ( Read more... )

Jeremy got his watch back- thankfully, since the guy who snatched it is the brother of an actual family friend, he told his mom- and his mom got it back ( Read more... )

My aunt sent me a Christmas present of a long black cardigan sweater with a cable on each side and big buttons.

So, you know, there's that? I don't have any idea how to respond but I guess I can't cut her out completely since she seems to be trying to reconcile.

Sometimes it is really hard to feel good about the world when shit like this happens ( Read more... )

Well, it is Thanksgiving ( Read more... )

I'm still sub'd to the facebook page for the CSA that I paid for half of with my aunt and this week is their last week, so they've been listing all week what's coming in the bags and things like "Get ready for your 30-pound bags!" and I'm just so pissed about it still

ARRGH.

FUCKING AUNT.

Going to write a letter to her in my journal to vent it