Regular doctor tomorrow.

Pre-op appointments (two - one at the doctor, one at the hospital) May 3rd.

First surgery (removing the fibroid, the norplant, and D&C) May 12th.

After that will be another surgery either burning the lining of my uterus or removing it entirely. I'm rooting for removing it entirely so it will trouble me no more.

Valentine's day was nice, but I was sick so it was a little hard to enjoy as much as I would have liked. I got Aus a nice jacket and some boxer shorts (Family Guy, South Park, Scarface, and Mario, hehe) and some candy. He got me a singing card (it plays My Girl), candy, and a stuffed animal. He also said he is going to get me satellite radio when ( Read more... )

I have a new laptop - well, a refurbished laptop - but it's a nice one - to replace the one I had that was on its last legs. This laptop is pretty nice- and surprisingly, I'm enjoying Vista. No complaints so far at any rate ( Read more... )

Man, I need to take a break I think from some of the reading and research I've been doing and read something light-hearted for a while tomorrow. Reading personal accounts of living in Nazi Germany is just overwhelming sometimes - it always shocks me, the depths of cruelty that human beings are capable of towards each other. When I embarked on this ( Read more... )

Do you ever feel profoundly lonely, even if you're surrounded by people? I have been fighting that feeling all day. Perhaps because there are so many things on my mind, but no one that really has the time to sit down and listen to me babble on about them. Which I understand, everyone's busy doing their own thing and that's cool - but my mood is ( Read more... )

I killed a bird today ( Read more... )

Many factors came together to upset me - problems with the comic, the kids, and just general stress ( Read more... )

In bad news (though good news for Bev!) Bev got in to grad school, and won't have time to do the rest of the comic series after the mini-comic. I'm sad about this because I really love her art and was looking forward to doing the comic series with her. Michael's Story needs a new artist - so if you're artistic, or know someone who is - and you ( Read more... )

I have been feeling less and less social lately, and less and less like writing anything at all. When I am feeling blah, I tend to lose the creativity with the written word. Right now, it is difficult just to write this. I have been trying to keep my spirits up in other ways, spending some time sitting in the fresh air on the back porch and working ( Read more... )

Well, the doctor's visit yesterday went mostly okay - the kids were kind of impatient and really difficult to deal with in the waiting room, but at least we got seen. The doctor increased my anxiety medication (double the dosage of what it was before) so we'll see if that does any good. As it is, I'm to the point where any undue stress (anything ( Read more... )