Well I guess it’s about time that I update this thing. I haven’t really done it recently because most of my online time is spent working on the BtL forums. I am taking the time today though ( Read more... )

The all-nighter that I pulled day-before/yesterday did help me go to sleep, somewhat, last night. It’s also brought me to the realization that I am no longer as fearless of the dark as I use to be. I can attribute this to the games my mind plays on me though. It seems like every time its super dark in the house/room, my mind wants to play images ( Read more... )

Well, it seems that my aunt is going to go through on her word and get the gifts for me that I requested… This is good because someone isn’t expecting me to get them anything with me not leaving the house and all. I can’t wait to see what kind of surprise they have on their face or what they think. Should prove to be interesting to say the least ( Read more... )

I’m starting to wonder just how much humanity I have left within me… It seems like at times like these, in life, I should have some small measure of joy or be excited about the holidays/special days. I’m not though. In all honesty, even my birthday is just another day and I don’t really celebrate it. Take Christmas for instance, since it is the ( Read more... )

This is just a filler post, more so than anything. I spent Sunday pretty much contemplating some things, took a small nap, worked out, and played handy-man with my desk. The thing that holds the mouse and keyboard broke and fell several times, sending my stuff to the floor several times. I repositioned the screws into the wood and fixed it ( Read more... )

Guess I had better take the time to update this thing or I’ll probably neglect it more. There have been a couple of things going on in life, but most of them have been pretty common. I’m running on about two hours sleep because I couldn’t go to sleep last night and finally got aggravated enough to just get up and stayed up until 2ish. I was ( Read more... )

I have been thinking on what a few friends of mine said, though I doubt they would give what they said much thought. One friend of mine said that I am a pretty good writer and that I have reached one of my goals as being ‘legendary’ with it, I wouldn’t be so sure to claim that though. For those who read this and would like to see, here is the ( Read more... )

While I didn’t sleep in all that long, I got about four hours sleep, I still wake up with things on my mind. Maybe that’s why I can’t sleep at night, but I kind of find it hard to sleep at all because there is no way to just ‘stop’ my mind. Either way, the sleep I do get is quite worth the attempts to go to sleep, even if the dreams that I have on ( Read more... )

I think I’m starting to go on one of those ‘bad’ luck streets. Last night when I got home from work I removed the weight from behind my door, it’s a 23 pound dumbbell. I put it there because we were broken into like three months ago and it’s hard as heck to move if you don’t know how to do it. Well that was all fine, I put it against the TV as ( Read more... )

Like, after two minutes after that post my spirits had picked up quite a bit. It’s kind of hard to explain what happened, but I do have a clue. The only downside of that is that I feel kind of tired/blahish today. Was it worth the trade off? In some regards, I would have to say ‘yeah’. While the situation hasn’t improved all that much… There ( Read more... )