i swear, this isn't the long day of being hungover talking. but i feel like im becoming more emotionally frigid. i dont enjoy socializing as much as i used to. i hate receiving fake compliments like "YOURE FABULOUS!" "YOURE SO HOT!" and what i hate the most is hearing shit about finding me a boyfriend. part of the reason i came out to so many ( Read more... )

Faithful love, relentless passion ( Read more... )

i had the weirdest dream last night ( Read more... )

so i would normally write this down in my journal, but i want feedback ( Read more... )

so i have this post it program on my desktop, and i keep one big one with a schedule. i decided to delete all past events and its down to four full days in NY and my scheduled return to BU. like damn, 4 days? i know i want this summer to be over already so that i can return to BU but its like 4 days? god, where has time gone ( Read more... )

so my lovely hauyu and i spent the day together. chinatown, soho, jamba juice and the time warner building, stalking the guy at A/X, 34th st, and RENT ( Read more... )

scratch that last entry. yesterday andre 3000 aka christopher aka benjamin came back and i made his matcha shot. no, i didnt say "shake-shake it, shake it, shake it like a polaroid picture!!" while i was shakin the shaker. that wouldve been so cliche, and im sure he gets it alot. but one of the new trainees, camelia was on break at the time. ( Read more... )

so, today was the 2nd, count that--SECOND time andre 3000 from outkast came to our Jamba Juice ( Read more... )

so the past few days, ive been pretty depressed over the usual singledomness. but i was looking on facebook, and lookin at all my friend couples who have been going long and im sure will go for much longer--you'd think id get all depressed and jealous. but i actuallu feel genuinely happy for them. it could be just b/c theyre straight couples. ( Read more... )

yesterday was fun ( Read more... )