Bad things always compile is a short period of time.  So we had a fantastic few days together during my vacation and all was right with the world.  I saw a side of her that id never seen and was delighted by it.  Meanwhile in columbus, kelly admits to cheating on rupp.  Rupp struggles to make a decision.  The details resembled that of annie's prior ( Read more... )

 Everything was divine when I saw her.  The connection we have is real, it must be.  We parted without tears this time, deliberately.  It was her idea.  Finally, a bit of optimism from her side.  Constantly carrying that torch has been taxing...She gets bored on the phone with me; she never wanted to stop tallking to me before.  I tried to explain ( Read more... )

 I'm enraptured with thought of you, both good and bad.  You permeate through everything in my life.  You lead me on and let me down.  You've showed me a level of jubilation I once thought non-existent.  Perhaps despair and love compliment one another...I still have lingering notions that you aren't honest with me, that you've fucked around ( Read more... )

Due to peer pressure and lack of a substancial sized audience, I have decided to cease my livejournal entries altoghter. I've only got about 3 readers tops round these parts, so Im movin on. However, I have created a xanga site, hoping to get different results. I am fairly confident that i will. So I offer the site, since im unsure of how to ( Read more... )

Things have improved vastly since the last time i updated. The weather is nice, intramurals are back, and i'm just in an all around care free mood. The downside is i have a 6 pg rough draft to due by monday. I came to a rather important revelation recently: I spend too much time chasing girls that i don't even want. I've wasted the first 19 ( Read more... )

well things just aren't all too good lately, i apologize for the emo tendencies i seem to be having of late, its a bit out of character for me. I just kinda feel like something is missing. I'm sort of at a loss for words, so i post these lyrics to some things up ( Read more... )

I've had just about enough of this place. I'm pretty sure its destroying me. Im tired of life revolving around booze, poker games, and the prospect of sex. I might be in a minority here, but i miss the way things were. I'm not chris the alcoholic, im not chris the addict, im not chris the lustful, im not chris the partier. Im chris the dork, ( Read more... )

It's been a long week. Everything from funerals to drunk spin the bottle. Things are beginning to calm down around campus now, which i guess is a good thing. However, despite the occasional drunken spin the bottle night, i'm becoming extremely bored with this place. Poker games and alcohol are the only things available. Being drunk has become ( Read more... )

It has been an interesting few days to say the least. First off, i'm a chasing amy type situation which is quite unusual and probably a horrible idea on all fronts. However, there are things of greater importance at hand. Death is running rampant. Last night was shitty. Crazy sam gets in an argument with brendan and goes for the razor blades ( Read more... )

Well, here i am again. Things haven't been too bad recently, excluding a few more suicide attempts from the loonies. I have a chance to see the almighty elvis costello in concert with Bran. THe only problem is its during exam week...but im trying to figure something out. Matt came up this weekend, we partied, saw a fight, avoided the cops, went ( Read more... )