I've been a complete loon the past few days. So irritable that no one wants to be around me because I'm screaming at everyone and my blood is boiling over a misplaced word that I take the wrong way. Between the bouts of rage - relieved only by kicking or hitting things. hard - were the fun hours of sobbing so violently that I started throwing up.

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Had to make a new plan of treatment with my psychologist. The government is doing an audit of their office and weeding out anyone whose file isn't complete.

One of the therapists quit and my therapist got loaded down with a whole bunch of new clients until we get someone new in there which means that I can only see  her every five weeks. Of course ( Read more... )

I had crying spells all morning. I couldn't figure out why I was crying. Finally was able to stop. I couldn't sleep hardly at all last night. Got in maybe three and a half hours. I called my psychiatrist and the receptionist said he didn't have an opening before next Tuesday. I've resolved to tell him about the paranoia even if it did only happen ( Read more... )

I got really paranoid tonight. That has never happened to me before, so it's pretty scary, and definitely something that I'm going to have to talk to my psychiatrist about. I was freaking out because every dark open space, I felt like something was going to come out of it. I turned on all the lights in the closests and stuffed sheets along the ( Read more... )

My financial aid is a mess. The financial aid office says that all the paperwork is in order but the bookstore says that they don't have any record of my spring semester voucher. No one knows why the information didn't tranfer through the computers. I start work next week and really don't want to have to go to the bookstore after working eight ( Read more... )