It seemed like the minute I started taking my new antidepressant, my depression started getting a lot worse. But now I find out that the blood pressure medicine that my doctor put me on interferes with my mood stabalizer. So, I don't know what's really causing it since both were stopped around the same time, too. I really need to go in and talk to ( Read more... )

I got really paranoid tonight. That has never happened to me before, so it's pretty scary, and definitely something that I'm going to have to talk to my psychiatrist about. I was freaking out because every dark open space, I felt like something was going to come out of it. I turned on all the lights in the closests and stuffed sheets along the ( Read more... )

The xanax knocked me out. Slept from ten at night until two o'clock this afternoon. I think that's quite possibly the longest a human being can sleep. And then I woke up starving and totally gorged myself on leftover pizza. I'd forgotten that xanax is one of those pills that increases my appetitie.

I was feeling better mood wise. And by four o' ( Read more... )

I hit a wall today. Of course, I've been expecting this. I've been brimming with energy for the past week. I've even been able to channel some of it productively which is something I've been getting better at. These spells of energy got me into trouble and pissed a lot of people off when I was younger ( Read more... )