well, i have decided to put in my two weeks at original sin and go back to school. i am really excited about it. i am retaking a math class. (not too excited about that, BUT i will be taking it with a coworker so it should be fun) i am taking french 2. i am taking a theatre arts class with another coworker and after that i'm not sure... i was ( Read more... )

did i mention that i LOVE having all this free time? cos i really do love it! i can blog, and enjoy my coffee, make plans for the future, look for a new job. it's fucking fantastic! speaking of looking for new things, tomorrow julie beth and i are going up to UCSC to ask about info on grad school and internships/jobs and things like that in england ( Read more... )

i haven't posted a proper live journal entry in i don't even know how long! i have been that creepy lurker though, logging in every other day or so to read about everyone else's lives! i have been all about the twitter though, it's like blogging, but i don't have to do too much! it's way less work! hahaha. i get to keep people updated on my life in ( Read more... )

i am officially done with my bullshit job. i am full of hate. my boss changed the schedule yesterday and didn't bother to tell me that i didn't have to fucking OPEN this morning. so, i trudged my ass over to the bakery at 6:30 in the morning only to find i didn't have to be there until 10:30 in the morning. then, she wants me to work until 2pm. ( Read more... )

what a boring life i lead. nothing good to blog about! same old same old. i hate my job, i am still patiently waiting to find out about Hawaii. i have to wait even longer for that because cabrillo sucks epically and didn't send them my transcripts. awesome ( Read more... )

i am going in to work early tomorrow... every time i agree to go in early or stay later or whatever, i feel like i have been tricked into it. swindled. i have a weird guilty feeling when i don't go in, even though i don't have to, and i sure as fuck don't want to! we are SO short staffed that if i don't go in or stay that i am screwing over my ( Read more... )

it was a good day today. (obviously, you know, since i didn't use my A.K. and all!) i think i have really calmed down a lot, and work was even enjoyable. well, for the most part! it isn't really all that enjoyable to be at work at 6am, but what are you gonna do ( Read more... )

i think i am loosing it. i just don't even know.... it took all of my strength to not basically sob all the way home today. i definitely teared up for a good portion of the walk though. tears of anger and frustration. tears of sadness. tears of pain. sigh. god. i swear i am having a break down or something ( Read more... )

i hate work. i dread it every time i have to go there. it feels like it is all i do, and i don't even really like it all that much. it makes me not want to bake or cook when i am home, which i used to really enjoy doing.

it's time to go back to school. i already am making plans.

so, i haven't posted in a while. i've more been the creepy lurker, you know what evs! i haven't really had too much to post about to be honest. work has been kicking my ass... two wedding cakes and 3 special order cakes for this week, oh awesome. i have just gone to work and then come home and died! i can't believe how exhausted i have been. boo to ( Read more... )