I am sitting up at 2:43 AM waiting for him to get home and IM me. And all I really want is to go to sleep. But I want to go to sleep in his arms, so maybe it's worth the wait ( Read more... )

It was a good week...right ( Read more... )

What is it with all the self-loathing lately? Isn't it a little early in the year for this? It should be reserved for later on, like March. March is a good time to have self-loathing. Not during the summer. But then I think that it's the first few weeks of the summer, and this is the time that everyone gets pissed at everyone else. We really ( Read more... )

So...graduation tomorrow. It should be an event. Followed by Alicia's party, Caitlin's party, and JD's party. So many parties. Except, I'm not sure that I'm excited for any of them really ( Read more... )

I really don't want to be here right now. This weekend was a tease. I shouldn't have gone home...but I kinda had to, you know? Mother's Day and all...my mommy liked her nurse bear. Thanks Aja ( Read more... )

Goodbye sucks. I started doing the whole goodbye thing my freshman year of high school, and every year, it was gotten progressively worse. I cried a little when I had to say goodbye to Jackie when her class was graduating. And last year--let's not even go there. Leaving for college sucked--saying goodbye to the people I had grown up with, ( Read more... )

I really didn't think that I would care this much that camp was over this year. It didn't seem like other summers, what with the lack of certain counselors and such. But...I guess somehow, it was just as amazing. I will miss a lot about this summer. I will miss a lot about these past four years ( Read more... )

What the hell is going on? I don't think that I even know anymore. Everything just feels so very fucked up lately. Tonight reminded me of why I always cut off my friends from school during the summer though. It's just too hard. When I'm at camp, it's like a whole other world, and Charlie is the only person who crosses that gap with me. And ( Read more... )

This has been a fucked up few days. I have no idea what's even going on in my life anymore. People are weird, situations are weird, everything everywhere is weird. And I'm not really sure how to deal with it all. So I'm not ( Read more... )

Perfect end to a perfect summer.