I'm so upset and I feel like I want to throw up.

Anyone living in Burlington and want a roommate next semester?

What is it with all the self-loathing lately? Isn't it a little early in the year for this? It should be reserved for later on, like March. March is a good time to have self-loathing. Not during the summer. But then I think that it's the first few weeks of the summer, and this is the time that everyone gets pissed at everyone else. We really ( Read more... )

I am not going to apologize for my last journal entry. I was venting, and I think that since I gave people a fair warning, then it is their own fault that they may be offended by things I had to say ( Read more... )

I hate this. I hate feeling second-rate. Since I've been home (and the few weekends before I got home), I have heard "Sure, I'll hang out with you...but only because my boyfriend/girlfriend is at work/out of town/babysitting, etc." And THEN, when that boyfriend/girlfriend is once again available, it's "GOODBYE AARON!" Well, let me just say FUCK ( Read more... )

This constant fluxuation of my emotions is driving me crazy. I've already been in tears twice today, and I feel it coming on again. I just want everything to be okay again. But it won't be. My family won't ever be the same again, especially my aunt. Every time I get sad, I start getting angry, but then I remember that it's selfish of me to get ( Read more... )

I'm SO sick of people telling me that I have bad taste in everything! I don't know how many times I've had arguments in the past week with people telling me that I have sucky taste is guys, movies, TV shows, etc. I'm just fucking done with it! So everything in my life isn't good enough for anyone else, I GET THAT, OKAY?!?!

Top 10 Things That You Hate Waking Up To

Where does sex fall on this list?

Let's just say that I would rather be burning to death with the fire alarm broken.

I knew that if I had an awesome weekend, sometime this week, things would start to suck. So...yesterday was just a crappy day. Blah. Had to buy a new ID, and that cost me $10. Also, I missed my first class due to lack of sleep, and we did group work that I should have been to. But that's not the very crappy part. That happened today when I ( Read more... )

So. I guess Adam and I had our first actual fight tonight. Even though I did more of the fighting than he did. Pretty good that we made this long. Everything pretty much snapped when he walked in at 12:30, I announced that I had an 8:00 class (I was already in bed), and he said they'd be quiet. I don't care how quiet you are--you are NOT ( Read more... )

The thing that bothers me is that I have to make this so coded because so many fucking people read it, and I don't want to start a big fight. I just need to vent, and actually have people listen to it for once. And even if people don't read this, I at least feel like I've gotten it out there. SO. Here it is. And it's not just addressed to one ( Read more... )