Yay for camp, the place where I can go and hide and have such a blast with the kids and the staff, and not have to worry about all of the bullshit that goes on here for the entire summer.

Also, "The Notebook" is really good, go see it.

So...I'm still really stressed and confused about a lot of things, but hanging with Aimee and walking down to the Waterfront really helped tonight. I don't hang out with that girl nearly enough. Now, bed time for me.

I really should be in bed right now. I have 8 AM classes everyday, and I need the sleep bad. But I can't. It's only the second day of classes, and I am stressing major. And not even about the classes that I thought I would be stressing about. It's all very...erg...stressful. I wish that my heart was in more things. And I wish that I didn't ( Read more... )

I had the most awesome night last night. After of course, the evil girls from the 4-H suite made me think that they left without me. Holly, Abby and I went down the the open mic and watched for a while, then we grabbed Jill and headed over to the barn so Abby and Jill could do night watch. Holly and Abby wore red shirts, and Jill and I wore ( Read more... )

So...this week has been very different from the past few weeks. And not really different in a good way. I haven't had that much fun in the past few days. Just...a lot of things were different this week, and it was almost too much for me to adjust to. Yesterday at the fun night, we played kickball on the baseball field, and that was great. Just ( Read more... )

I'm in a weird mood today. Maybe it's just because I'm so tired, but who knows? I've just been in a state of nothingness. I mean, I want to feel something, but I can't. If I was to feel anything, I think it would be depressed. I just don't know. My life is confusing again. I just want it to take a certain direction and stick to it, but for ( Read more... )

Wow...there is lightning out there. Seriously, folks...we went outside to light off fireworks at Pete's house and there was a big bolt of stick lightning right across the sky! It was scary, but kewel at the same time ( Read more... )

I am soooo burned! OW! I am in so much pain! As you can probably tell, the sun was definitely beating down on me at camp today. And tomorrow I don't get to be near water at free time! I'm in Tennis. What is that? I have never done Tennis before in my life! But it's all good...Louise says that all I need to do is just make sure that each kid ( Read more... )

Hehe...I was just reading through the "Lotus Lake Camp Personnel Policies" because we have to know the emergency procedures by tomorrow and I definitely got a big kick out of the section on Sexual Harrassment in the workplace! We are definitely all guilty of that! It's "fantastic!" (Gotta love Rebecca..."How you doin ( Read more... )

It's weird how a weekend that turned out so good can end in practically tears. But that's the way things go sometimes I guess...the things that perk you up can also bring you down. I just wish I knew how to deal with it all.