Lots of nightmares again, and difficult thoughts creeping in. More lost things that I used to love. I am improving, but will I do so well enough?

Tired, obviously, despite sleeping a lot. Just wish I could do more than stare at this screen or sleep. Just wish I could keep busy in some way.

I'm missing work. I want to work.

So, weird fact, my family are sensitives. A number of us have dealt with ghosts of a variety of sorts. Some will laugh, others wonder, but, well, it is what we've had to deal with ( Read more... )

Tried for the biggest thing I've done in eight years, maybe a decade. Tried a group thing. Mental health attempt at getting better. A room filled with over a dozen people ( Read more... )

And, as always, I wonder if the curse will rear its ugly head again, worse this time than before because it has not been around the last couple of years. Either way, getting older, and condition still isn't improving ( Read more... )

Talked about my nightmares a fair bit here. One of the repeated themes are car chases. Extensive ones, with demons and monsters in hot rods and muscle cars. Very few sports cars, but some of them as well. I'm talking old skool Detroit muscle for the majority of what happens ( Read more... )

Been an interesting couple of weeks. Meetings with doctors and such, adjustments to a variety of things, and my father moved into the house. Weird in a way, but my family never really fit any kind of traditions in any way ( Read more... )

Four years since I shattered the hell out of my arm. It's healed pretty good considering. No nerve damage, most of the range of motion kept, I can still type even if I've lost a few steps for touch typing and my sense of touch for a variety of things ( Read more... )

They're not getting better. In fact, in some ways, worse. Trying to find out about some of the more memorable ones, I found a Creepypasta by the name of "Eyeless Jack". Aside from having nearly black blood dripping from his eyeless face mask, it is pretty spot on. Then again, maybe the blood is dark enough to be the black everyone else sees ( Read more... )

How can one have nightmares without sleep? Waking "dreams". Quite a few different things, but in particular repetition is being crippled/amputated in my gimped arm. So, I'm trying (and failing) to distract myself by thinking on the ol' Transhumanism vs. Cyberpunk question. I know I've talked here a time or two about that, but, well, I need to ( Read more... )

At long last, I was able to watch RWBY, an online show put out by Rooster Teeth, the group that made Red vs. Blue and put Machinima (a new media style of animation) on the map. I've been wanting to see it since the first teaser came out. The creator of the series died quite suddenly, allergic reaction after a surgery apparently. So, glad it ( Read more... )