.... I was dead, right?

Guess again!

I'm sitting here listening to a lecture, logged into LiveJournal, and I realized that I should write an entry.
Because I really wanted to.

I'll be honest, I felt as though I was getting down on myself recently. I didn't feel the usefulness of this anymore. I felt as though it had served its purpose, it was done, and ( Read more... )

Finally, I'm back home.

Finally.

Right after Mark and I got back from Rochester, I boarded a plane for California. We decided to just expedite the process and make it quicker than what it was. If I would have waited any longer, the window of visit time would've had to have been extended a bit. And I'm definitely not up for extending the visit time ( Read more... )

Hey Guys.

In my haste to finish up things at home, I completely forgot to tell you guys:

Mark's going up to Rochester to visit some friends and family, and he asked me to come along with him.

[I know I said I was going to California. That's been moved back to the middle of June. Added an EDIT to my last entry at the bottom.]

Definitely in need of a ( Read more... )

Hey Guys.

Yeah, I know it's been a rather LONG time between entries. I'm gonna get better at it over the summer....

Well, except for next week when I go to California for 8 days. BUT, there will be more entries besides the average one per 2-month period ones.

I've been home since the beginning of the month. School ended on a note... that's about as ( Read more... )

So I FINALLY can sit down and write out this LJ entry. It's been in the works FOREVER, and I'm just now being able to finish it.

March was OK. Not much really happened. At least not up until Spring Break. School went OK, friends were the same, so there was no need to keep complaining on that front. Not to mention, I was just generally burnt out and ( Read more... )

 I'm definitely stuck in something, and at the moment, I'm not sure what it is.

I went to Atlanta a couple of days ago with some friends. We transferred together -- more in a second -- and wanted to hang out in the ATL for the strangest reason. It was cool, I liked it. I'm going back soon, I hope. I have friends there, so hopefully I'll get to see ( Read more... )

Ok, so I've been home for 2 days, but I still had some bullshit to deal through.

The end of my vacation on the West Coast kinda ended as badly as it started. Dad got mad at certain things I'd been saying ("We're lying to everyone just to keep your fuckin' image" was one of them) and the arguments just keep going higher and higher.

I tried to get my ( Read more... )

Long absence, yes I know. Terribly sorry.

A LOT has happened. Like, more than I can even BEGIN to describe.
Start from the beginning?

I finished 1st Semester, virtually unscathed. Life was pretty simple at home for the most part. Dad and I talked about a lot of stuff, and I was actually surprised when he asked me about my relationship status. I didn' ( Read more... )

Would you believe it took me a long time to just think of a title for this LJ entry? I hate to make it what I'm going to talk about though.....

That, and I'm weird. But what else is new?

I know it's been a while. I kinda did that on purpose. Honestly, I think too hard on a lot of things. Sometimes I wonder what would happen if I DIDN'T think, but ( Read more... )

So with all thoughts of Mark neutralizing themselves into something I can manage without even thinking....

JD has risen to the surface.... quickly....

And in a huge way.

Yesterday we went to the beach... well, it's kinda a beach... but inland. It borders a lake, but it's like a beach almost. It's really nice, and a great hangout place for us.......

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