I seriously forgot i had this thing. I used to love this LJ!!! Well alot of shit has happened..bad shit. Of course. My life story. I honestly feel like the dumbest person on the planet at times if I dont think about it all. but then when I DO think about it I know im not. I can definitely say i completely understand the concept "Love is Blind". I ( Read more... )

sometimes its better to just SHUTUP. than even bother beating it dead. like i do way too much.

you know its bad when your annoyed with yourself.

Friday, March 24, 2006 ( Read more... )

it helps to read this ( Read more... )

she analyzed it so badly she was suprised it didn't crumble into peices when she picked it up.

I think you can do much better than me ( Read more... )

I don't know, maybe its just because i've been stuck in my house so much the past couple of weeks..actually its been like 4 days..but im already thinking too much and driving myself CRAZY. I think they like her more than me..not that they should matter but whatever. It still bugs me. Why do i even care?
I'm realizing that i am still hurt by ( Read more... )

Tomorrow better make up for how shitty today is going to be. Im already tired and i've only been at work for 2 hours..Atleast im working by MYSELF today ( Read more... )

Im not nearly as strong as i thougth i was. Im stupider than i ever thought possible. Why can't i just leave him be? Stuff like this doesnt happen over night. I wish i could just STOP. but i dont want to. i want this shit to end ( Read more... )

Im so tired, and im in a really weird mood. Im like "not all there".

i dont know whats happening..but sometimes i feel like molly home maker when im with him. haha. its not so bad..i would be a good wifey. just gotta find a hubby. like we actually talk now..its weird. good however. just wish i was his only molly home maker :(