i don't want to say that the weekend was disapointing, but today definately was ( Read more... )

taking charge is good; even though it's stuff i should have done a while back. no sense pouring over that now. that will only be wasted time ( Read more... )

i'm looking at my user picture for livejournal and i'm realizing how old it is. i think i must be just barely 16. i'm 17 now, and while the age difference between 16 and 17 is not an extreme gap, taking into consideration other factors can alter time a bit ( Read more... )

This is exactly what i wanted to avoid: being love sick. I'm just glad that when my parents ask what's wrong, I can say that I'm on my period and my cramps are being stupid ( Read more... )

i have to do it. i just have to ( Read more... )

i could scream and cry and hit my father.

he has embarrassed me.

i know that it's for the better and this update on its own is immature.

but damn, it's fucking embarrassing. how dare he look.

Broke Back Mountain touched my heart like nothing else has in a very long time.

I need it bad.

Oh Damn you...

Today with full force, FREEDOM showed itself to me after so many months. The feeling I got cannot be described. Fuck everything and everyone who tries to come between me and what I want to do ( Read more... )

The holidays are funny ( Read more... )

I know one day, all our scars will disappear, like the stars at dawn ( Read more... )