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This is exactly what i wanted to avoid: being love sick. I'm just glad that when my parents ask what's wrong, I can say that I'm on my period and my cramps are being stupid.
It's sad that I haven't written an entry in a long ass time, and when I finally do it's about a boy. Fuck me. I was about to write this badass deep entry, but there's a lot of things I'd end up putting in there and admitting about how much i feel for him that i guess i'm still scared to admit. still scared that i may actually feel this much for a guy again.
in a couple of months, i'm gonna read back on this entry. i know i'll feel silly for writing this about a boy. then again, maybe i won't.
It's sad that I haven't written an entry in a long ass time, and when I finally do it's about a boy. Fuck me. I was about to write this badass deep entry, but there's a lot of things I'd end up putting in there and admitting about how much i feel for him that i guess i'm still scared to admit. still scared that i may actually feel this much for a guy again.
in a couple of months, i'm gonna read back on this entry. i know i'll feel silly for writing this about a boy. then again, maybe i won't.