I am super proud of myself for moving forwards on my private therapy routine. It is probably not going to show externally for at least a few more weeks. But I remember that secret promise to myself that I wrote on a hidden dark place. I think it will come true. I think soon my head will start filling in cracks that have been growing for a few years ( Read more... )

My favorite author, Seanan McGuire, posted my favorite short story yet from her collection of the Velveteen stories. Go buy her books ( Read more... )

I am eating cereal for lunch. Great Grains Protein Blend: Cinnamon Hazelnut. It is one of the most delicious cereals I have ever eaten. Note for future reference ( Read more... )

In my utmost joy at finally seeing warm sunny weather, I keep forgetting that warm weather tends to increase my flares and episodes of fibromyalgia, nerve pain, gustatory rhinitus (and obviously spring allergies), OCD, ADD, and epilepsy (be it actual seizures or simple reality shifts). However, considering that I have almost twenty separate ( Read more... )

I literally feel so fucked up that the only foods I've been able to eat are yogurt, cheese, red meat, lettuce, and potatoes. I suppose that it's from the postictal state. I'm trying so, so hard to eat as much as I can to at least get enough calories and nutrition. It is hard to think straight. The protein from the meat and yogurt is starting to ( Read more... )

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When I feel better, I'll go out and dance again. I love dancing. Sometimes my body likes it too.

I spent an hour out front, in my fenced-in front yard, dancing and spinning in the warmth and the sunlight and the yayness.

Now I am watching Serenity on Syfy.

I watched the penultimate episode of Caprica last night, and I'm sure the ASPCA is breathing a sigh of relief, as are dog lovers everywhere. Still, it was intense. "No, no, ha ha, we didn' ( Read more... )

I plan on getting a small (affordable) allergy arsenal at Whole Foods, plus extra pet wipes for the cats. It's starting, and it's already getting brutal ( Read more... )