i can't stop thinking about you and it's so inappropriate and i know deep down part of what drives this is the inappropriateness of it, the i shouldn't but i want to and so i must

impulse control

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life sure is a lot of work sometimes

beautiful, filthy, loving, messy, impossible work.

i am very tired but the only option is to continue

magpie that was once
mine. across the sea i sing
you are forgiven

how to come to terms with the little voice that yells
put your head through the wall

if you are born to spin gold it is foolish to spend a lifetime working with coal.

in case anyone was concerned that i wasn't really letting out my creative spirit ( Read more... )

even in the sunlight ( Read more... )

i am so sick of doctors appointments and not knowing and being afraid and feeling sick and taking pills and sitting on the phone, waiting waiting waiting, listening to the shitty shitty shitty hold music and hoping i can find a human in this, i am sick of my insurance being canceled, i am sick of emergency rooms, i am sick of traveling 250 miles ( Read more... )

i'm sick ( Read more... )