I had some really emotional dreams last night, the kind that signal some kind of emotional strain, stress or issue that's overflowed into my subconscious. In this case I don't know that it's even anything I've yet become aware of consciously. I feel like I'm doing pretty good overall. I've been pretty even-tempered, a little lonely at times but ( Read more... )

So, first let me give a shout-out to Activia. Stuff really works ( Read more... )

GOT THE JOB.

Now have to juggle old jobs with new until 2 weeks is up.

It's gonna be a tearful farewell. I know they'll manage without me, but good or bad that bakery's been kind of a home for me. My first real job. I have learned a lot in the EXACTLY six years I have been there.

Dinner & headache cut practice short. Oh well.

Such a dream I had! Very epic. Felt a lot like Terry Gilliam's subconscious ( Read more... )

I find that being moody with no explanation is not conducive to friend-making ( Read more... )

Had an interview today that I think went pretty well. The manager & owner both seemed impressed and I think they liked me. Trying not to get my hopes up, but it would be really exciting if I get this job. Like I told Philip, though, even if I don't get the job it was good just to hear back from someone. It feels sometimes like I'm sending ( Read more... )

I feel so sad and lonely today. I yearn for connection of some sort. I think it's all within me, all part of this depression, a thought that in itself is depressing. I'm always reaching outward, wishing that someone would come envelop me in assurance, warmth and love, and that that would make all my demons go away. But I'm afraid of people, and ( Read more... )

Rode my bike to work for the first time in probably 9 months. So yay me ( Read more... )

MY SISTER IS INSANE ( Read more... )

I have never been one to challenge others' opinions... well, that's not true. I have never really successfully debated or had lively discussion with anyone about issues... I never felt confident or educated or articulate enough to even try. Or, rather, failures at a very very young age have prevented me since from trying. It is something I have ( Read more... )