I think it may be time to delete it...I mainly keep it so I can get updates on LAMB but I'm too broke to buy designer labels. I'm too broke for anything. So lets see what has happened since September...well still not job just more interviews and rejections. I have another interview on Thursday for a full time job as the youth service coordinator ( Read more... )

I have a job interview tomorrow...it's nothing fantastic but it's a job and I need it. I hate that I have a degree and nothing to show for it...go me

I'm on job application number 15 or something crazy like that. At this point I am just fed up. I received yet another rejection letter in the mail the other day, always brings a smile to my face. I can't pay my bills, I still have no car. Mitch is still living in LA, and I am still in love with him of course. I have become the person everyone ( Read more... )

life has been really rough lately. But I can't help but be thankful even with all my problems and difficulties. I have no money, I am barely scraping by. I have no car, but I have amazing people in my life who are loaning me their car for over a month while I wait for more amazing people to fix my car. I am applying for food stamps which I hope ( Read more... )

I have a job interview on Monday for the Grant Recreation Coordinator at Willamalane where I work now at the Preschool. The job is the same hours, 28 per week, but it pays twice the amount that I currently make. It is also a lot more responsibility and more fun. I really want it so I am hoping the interview goes well on Monday. It would be an ( Read more... )

I got my birthday present from Mitch in the mail the other day. He got me a digital picture frame with photos of him and me loaded on it. I was doing okay with him being gone and now I miss him...I really miss him

sucks ass.

I just need another part time job for the summer to make enough money to pay bills or I need a real full time job. I'm trying...we'll see

So I flew into LA on Thursday morning to visit Mitch. It has been so wonderful so far. First of all Mitch looks so goo, and happy. He is so tan from working at the pool. He has a really nice apartment in Woodland Hills. Yesterday we went to Venice Beach and walked along the boardwalk. Today we are heading over to Universal City to do some shopping ( Read more... )

So it's been a crazy emotional month with Brandon dying and the house just trying to deal. We've bonded with Brandon's parents who are amazing people. I love his family so much. I feel like the stress of losing Brandon has made a lot of the house very motivated to do stuff. The house has been cleaner and we've been doing more together. I cleaned up ( Read more... )

Last night I came home to find out that a very good friend of the house, Brandon was in ICU in Portland with Pneumonia in both longs, and a bad viral and bacterial infection. His liver and kidneys were not functioning correctly and his heart was operating at like 20%. See Brandon had a heart transplant almost 2 years ago after getting some crazy ( Read more... )