wow I've had this thing for a while..
I think it may be time to delete it...I mainly keep it so I can get updates on LAMB but I'm too broke to buy designer labels. I'm too broke for anything. So lets see what has happened since September...well still not job just more interviews and rejections. I have another interview on Thursday for a full time job as the youth service coordinator for a library. Also there are 2 open positions at my work I am applying for. I've started running again and I am determined to get in really good shape by summer. I stopped talking to Mitch completely about 2 weeks ago. It sucks but I couldn't do it anymore. I was in love with a man in LA who is a recovering addict and it was never going to work out. So why torture myself with what ifs. Life sucks sometimes but you move on and deal with it. I've got food stamps now, greatest thing ever because I can eat =) Though I don't get much so I live off of rice,corn,beans and tomatoes. Oh and grapefruit. I eat more than that but not much haha. This would be why I'm skinny now. To think I've dropped over 15lbs since last year...crazy. I'm only 5'2" so going from like 135-137ish to 120 is a lot. I want to lose 5 more but we'll see. I think I would be happy with just looking really good. But really that's all that is going on. Oh I went back to Ohio for the first time since I moved. I went for Thanksgiving it was nice to see my family. My older brother got remarried and now both my brothers are going to be dads...it's crazy. And I'm just the single girl but hey it's okay I'm going to find me an amazing guy one of these days.