I hate job hunting...
I'm on job application number 15 or something crazy like that. At this point I am just fed up. I received yet another rejection letter in the mail the other day, always brings a smile to my face. I can't pay my bills, I still have no car. Mitch is still living in LA, and I am still in love with him of course. I have become the person everyone worries about, that everyone is asking, "how are you?" "are you doing okay" in that very worrisome pity voice. I've never been so broke or screwed in my life. I don't know how I am going to make it through this month and pay my bills....I don't cry anymore I am beyond tears at this point in time. I just job search and put out applications. I worry about running out of ink on my printer soon since I've been printing out so many cover letters and resumes and I will have no money to buy more ink at this point. But I have some good news, it is as follows: I qualify for food stamps! I just have to get in my paperwork this week. I also qualify to defer my student loans! Again more paperwork. My parents bought me a roundtrip flight to Cleveland for Thanksgiving!! Mitch still loves me and we are talking a lot lately AND he is trying to visit over Christmas. Because nothing will help our dysfunctional and complicated relationship like seeing each other and making it more complicated =)