Ryan's birthday thing was on Friday. He was definitly surprised as fuck. Saturday started off okay, by 6:00 pm though, WW3 was about to erupt. Everything's better now. I'm having a hard time going to work. I've never been one to give up, but lately I feel like I'm ready to. I feel like I can't control it. I'm scared I'll give up on him. Like the ( Read more... )

Its so simple and complicated the way you can crush me ( Read more... )

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The one thing that will never change is the one thing I knew never would. Maybe one day we can fix the bullshit and we can be what we were meant to be. You still mean a lot to me, though my pride will never let me utter your name. Until then....

UHM WHOSE ENGAGED?


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I'm glad that you keep the game going. Keep the ball rolling mother fucker, cause I sure as hell am not.

I'm pretty sure the worst thing in the entire world is fear of rejection. And right next to it, mind games. I want to come clean and just let it out, but I can't. Because we're stuck in this stupid rut that we built for ourselves. They're all absolutely right, there's no winning in this situation. Whatever. Other than that my life is fantastic. ( Read more... )

Why can't life just be somewhat simple? I'm not saying, hand me everything on a platter. But why must human nature be so complicated? Why must we be blessed with these amazing moments, then have them taken away so abruptly? And by the time it's over, we realize we didn't enjoy it, or take it in as much as we should have. Erica was right, you should ( Read more... )

Step 1: Put your MP3 player or whatever on random ( Read more... )