Oct 25, 2006 13:14
Well that is that and this is this.
Will you tell me what you saw and I'll tell you what you missed,
when the ocean met the sky.
You missed when time and life shook hands and said goodbye.
When the earth folded in on itself.
And said "Good luck, for your sake I hope heaven and hell
are really there, but I wouldn't hold my breath."
You wasted life, why wouldn't you waste death?
You wasted life, why wouldn't you waste death?
The ocean breathes salty, won't you carry it in?
In your head, in your mouth, in your soul.
The more we move ahead the more we're stuck in rewind.
Well I don't mind. I don't mind. How the hell could I mind?
Well that is that and this is this.
You tell me what you want and I'll tell you what you get.
You get away from me. You get away from me.
Well that is that and this is this.
Will you tell me what you saw and I'll tell you what you missed,
when the ocean met the sky.
You wasted life, why wouldn't you waste the afterlife?
If anyone knows what song that is, it might help explain better the events of yesterday. It's not that Nolan was my best friend, he wasn't. I will miss Nolan, and I did care about him. I just can't believe it's real. I'm not saying anything more about it except that all my heart goes out to Mr. Toler, Danielle, and my countless number of friends whose hearts are shattered from this. Nolan, you had to much ahead of you to not just put the bullshit behind you. We'll all miss you.
It still hasn't fully hit me yet. I couldn't believe it when I heard it. I had just talked to him the night before. He was just over here. Ryan and me just laid around last night and appreciated each other. It's the only thing I could think of to do. After I saw Danielle, I didn't realize how much that must hurt. If Ryan was gone..... wow.
On to something a little more cheerful. I might go back to school. Basically I need to decide in the next like 2 hours. So any feedback between now and then would be nice. I'd be working from 8-4:30 then I would have class from 6-11. So yeah. I don't know. I work in Auburn Hills and I'd have class in Southfield. Hmmmmmm. Yeah? No? Maybe?
We might be having a Halloween party here Saturday. Need to pay rent and shit first. But yeah. I'll be at Katelyn's on Friday. Anyone else goinnngggg? <3
Peace up. A-town down.
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