So it's been quite awhile since my last update. Part of the reason I left was the passing of a dear friend. It's hard to get close to someone and then lose them. It makes you want to kind of disassociate yourself with the things that remind you of them. So I shied away from LJ and Myspace ( Read more... )

I don't want to talk about us. I don't want to talk about what happened. I'm not ready. So unsure. Everything was so far from where we began and yet I'm still totally shocked at the ending ( Read more... )

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Devi (Devanagari: देवी) is the Sanskrit word for Goddess, used mostly in Hinduism. Devi is synonymous with Shakti, the female aspect of the divine, as conceptualized by the Shakta tradition of Hinduism. She is the female counterpart without whom the male aspect, which represents consciousness or discrimination, remains impotent and void. Goddess ( Read more... )

There is nothing beautiful left in this room ( Read more... )

I'm just so terrified of letting go ( Read more... )

life is strange. terrible and wonderful. beautiful sometimes. and i get the feeling that freedom is intangible. every action of my own has only tightened the ropes. the more i struggle the harder it becomes to breathe. i can see the entire world before me and i remain bound.they say that when the wings burst from your back it is the most ( Read more... )

Was it loneliness that brought you here
Broken and weak
Was it tiredness that made you sleep
Have you lost your will to speak
Was the earth spinning round
Were you falling through the ground
As the world came tumbling down
You prayed to God what have we done

There comes a time when there just isn't anything left to say. I've been stomped flat ( Read more... )

Being as true to my fickle pisces nature as I can be, I've decided to pick up my blogging habits. Who knows how long this will last. The reason for doing so is that I have realized that I don't write as often as I used to. This used to be one of my greatest passions. Granted I was a bit of a shut in, anti social and let's face it- weird. Gone are ( Read more... )

Everyday after my hour long afternoon workout session, I dance. I find that after working out I feel very limber. Springy. Hell, I even fool myself into thinking I could be a ballerina someday ( Read more... )