And I can't breathe
I'm just so terrified of letting go.
How did I become this?
I'm abused. I'm unhappy. I have NO hopes and NO dreams. I don't care that I've given myself freely only to receive nothing in return.
The answer is so simple. I have to leave. I have to break this pattern.
Neither of us are thriving in this relationship. We're clinging to the superficial.
We have fun. We laugh. We fuck. We're completely comfortable with one another.
And yet... every morning I wake up terrified or depressed. I can't decide how my day is until I see his face.
Will he smile? Will he greet me with a frustrated expression?
I never know. I walk on tip toes until I get some sort of signal.
I can't live like this anymore. I don't even know who I am anymore.
WHO THE FUCK IS DEVIN?
Someone tell me. Please.
How did I become this?
I'm abused. I'm unhappy. I have NO hopes and NO dreams. I don't care that I've given myself freely only to receive nothing in return.
The answer is so simple. I have to leave. I have to break this pattern.
Neither of us are thriving in this relationship. We're clinging to the superficial.
We have fun. We laugh. We fuck. We're completely comfortable with one another.
And yet... every morning I wake up terrified or depressed. I can't decide how my day is until I see his face.
Will he smile? Will he greet me with a frustrated expression?
I never know. I walk on tip toes until I get some sort of signal.
I can't live like this anymore. I don't even know who I am anymore.
WHO THE FUCK IS DEVIN?
Someone tell me. Please.