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Its been so long
Well I figure no one really reads this anymore so I can vent with out causing problems ( Read more... ) -
Table for One Please...
its like i'm not here, everything around me is a blur, like a movie moment where a person sits in the park dead still as the world speeds by, lightness turns to dark and dark turns into nothing, i guess it happened sometime between wanting to see my boyfriend and feeling his lifeless touch on my skin, i guess walking dead can mean something other ( Read more... ) -
golf ball garden hose
haha so i said golf ball garden hose before but after about 3 seconds i'm changing that to soup can garden hose, ow yeah ( Read more... ) -
THE BEST FOUR DAYS OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok so i met matty on monday, and i've seen him everyday since! he is amazing, hes funny and nice and can sing and hes taller than me oh hes strong and i love his body! and yeah we are so head over heels for eachother and i can tell you right now we're gonna last longer than the rest! i have fun just sitting around doing nothing with him! and and ( Read more... ) -
AAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMAAAAAZZZZIIIINNNNGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so today was like perfect, i just hung around and then around 7 i got a call from a certain matt and we had our kinda first date lol, i met his mom his grandparents and his best friend, we spent a few hours together and we totally clicked, he can sing which is amazing and he was so sweet and everything fits, it was wow, i said something was going ( Read more... ) -
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you know what people do get what they deserve! if they suck, their lives suck, i hate the people that waste their lives with drugs and other pointless shit, they just hurt the ones that love them and they dont care, what happened? doesnt anyone ever really see? or do they see it all and just dont care because its easier to ignore it, guess what ( Read more... ) -
V-day, Ypsi hopefuls, and 5 calls
tomorrow is the worse day to be single ever its valentines day! I have no valentine, i want a special someone to be mine, but whatever, i bought cnady to pass out to everyone so no one left out, umm yeah ( Read more... ) -
hmmmmm
so all i have to say about something is hmmm and i bet something will happen, it always does and now its just set up so easily that it cant not happen you know? yeah i think it will, but the question is will things be right? yeah just yeah ( Read more... ) -
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I've just been sitting here crying, i just keep thinking about him, i just want him to go away, it feels like everything surrounding me is one big shrine to jason, i just feel so crappy, it's like i did something to make him dump me, maybe i did... i just want someone to hug, someone to talk to, someone thats knows me better than anyone else, but ( Read more... ) -
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I called jason saturday morning and told him he was right, that there wasnt any chemisrty, at the time i was fine, i was a little sad because i had just gotten dumped but other than that i was fine, i was fine sunday too and all day today, i even went up to autotech just to hang out with steve and jules, but jason was there. and at first i was fine ( Read more... )