Its been so long
Well I figure no one really reads this anymore so I can vent with out causing problems.
one, Andy is packing last minute. I get to sit here waiting around for him because hes lazy, our last day together and he makes me wait aroud! It pisses me off, I told him to pack a week ago, this really bothers me.
Two, I wont see him for 2 months, or more, part of me wants to hate him for going, but the other half knows that I knew he would leave before I even spoke to him for the first time!
three, his parents try to shelter him, hes going to be 21 soon, hes a man hes lived on his own most of the past three years, let him be on his own! like not letting him go to cedar point! If I wanted to have sex with him I sure as hell would spend the money to go all the way to ohio to do it!
I hate crying in front of people, and I'm going to cry in front of Andy.... I dont want to.
I'm really mad that he didnt pack earlier.... its our last night, doesnt he get how much that means to me?
I guess not
one, Andy is packing last minute. I get to sit here waiting around for him because hes lazy, our last day together and he makes me wait aroud! It pisses me off, I told him to pack a week ago, this really bothers me.
Two, I wont see him for 2 months, or more, part of me wants to hate him for going, but the other half knows that I knew he would leave before I even spoke to him for the first time!
three, his parents try to shelter him, hes going to be 21 soon, hes a man hes lived on his own most of the past three years, let him be on his own! like not letting him go to cedar point! If I wanted to have sex with him I sure as hell would spend the money to go all the way to ohio to do it!
I hate crying in front of people, and I'm going to cry in front of Andy.... I dont want to.
I'm really mad that he didnt pack earlier.... its our last night, doesnt he get how much that means to me?
I guess not