hmmmmm
so all i have to say about something is hmmm and i bet something will happen, it always does and now its just set up so easily that it cant not happen you know? yeah i think it will, but the question is will things be right? yeah just yeah....
so i love my new cd, and have been listening to it 24/7, yeah i still hate my first hour but whatever today was ok, i'm almost done with my book in art! its oink and will have white tulle over it and then a 3-D sticker dress on the cover, also a pale blue ribbon for a book mark, i really like how its turing out and i would love to do a large version of it, one i could actually use! so yeah i think things are going to be good for a little while, i mean i havent been dwelling on jason all the time and i have been doing other things than just sulk about it, and i am so proud! i drove around sunday and didnt even look for his car! lol i'm pathetic really but i just have a feeling a good feeling and i hope i'm right...yeah i really need to hang out with people, like soon too, ya know i've been thinking about erica and how we dont hate eachother, well really we never did there was just some crap flying at us and we got mixed up in it, but i've been kind of getting to know her, and i've really been meaning to leave her a comment to see if she wanted to hang out soem time, i need to do that, i think it would be fun though, she seems like a fun person, we could just hang out someplace and make fun of people we both might know, like pot head matt thats been getting himself arrested... lol i told him so....i think that made my month, lol yeah i'm just excited about my hmmmm snd that whole situation, but guess what? its my dirty little secret to keep! and if i tell it would just be another regret, so i'll keep my dirty little secret, who needs to know?
i like this feeling, its good like i'm drunk on nothing feeling, it feels so personal and nice because i have something i dont need to share, and no one will ask, i told jason my dirty secrets, ones that only kari and neil know about, but i had to tell him because he had a right to know, it was better sooner than later, later would have cause some issues, but it doesnt matter now, i bet he doesnt even remember what i told him, so i still get away what i know and so many dont, but now no one knows my new feeling, i get to bottle it up and drink in the knowledge with a sinful delightfulness of having, yeah hmmmmmmmm
so i love my new cd, and have been listening to it 24/7, yeah i still hate my first hour but whatever today was ok, i'm almost done with my book in art! its oink and will have white tulle over it and then a 3-D sticker dress on the cover, also a pale blue ribbon for a book mark, i really like how its turing out and i would love to do a large version of it, one i could actually use! so yeah i think things are going to be good for a little while, i mean i havent been dwelling on jason all the time and i have been doing other things than just sulk about it, and i am so proud! i drove around sunday and didnt even look for his car! lol i'm pathetic really but i just have a feeling a good feeling and i hope i'm right...yeah i really need to hang out with people, like soon too, ya know i've been thinking about erica and how we dont hate eachother, well really we never did there was just some crap flying at us and we got mixed up in it, but i've been kind of getting to know her, and i've really been meaning to leave her a comment to see if she wanted to hang out soem time, i need to do that, i think it would be fun though, she seems like a fun person, we could just hang out someplace and make fun of people we both might know, like pot head matt thats been getting himself arrested... lol i told him so....i think that made my month, lol yeah i'm just excited about my hmmmm snd that whole situation, but guess what? its my dirty little secret to keep! and if i tell it would just be another regret, so i'll keep my dirty little secret, who needs to know?
i like this feeling, its good like i'm drunk on nothing feeling, it feels so personal and nice because i have something i dont need to share, and no one will ask, i told jason my dirty secrets, ones that only kari and neil know about, but i had to tell him because he had a right to know, it was better sooner than later, later would have cause some issues, but it doesnt matter now, i bet he doesnt even remember what i told him, so i still get away what i know and so many dont, but now no one knows my new feeling, i get to bottle it up and drink in the knowledge with a sinful delightfulness of having, yeah hmmmmmmmm