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yesterday was incredibly boring and not fun at all. the morning i spent filling cracks in the back veranda with cement with my mum. i THOUGHT i was going to meet my friends at about 4.30, but then it turned out that mum had a student coming then that she'd forgotten about, so i got there at 5.30. i was looking forward to a fun and exciting evening ( Read more... )

i know that what i do with my life affects everyone to a greater or lesser degree. i know that some of you are concerned for me. firstly i thank you for caring. you might not realise it, but it means a lot to me. secondly, PLEASE don't think i don't realise how this problem of mine hurts people. i do. it's a dangerous and scary thing for everyone ( Read more... )

i'm just really confused. i don't know how to explain any further. i am terribly confused. i never wanted to hurt anyone, but i have. i want to apologise, but i don't know how it will be taken. i acted the way i did because i thought you hated me dure. i honestly did. i'm sorry that i misunderstood you, but that's what i thought. i don't want to ( Read more... )

if there is one thing that annoys me more than anonymous posts... i can't think of it now. actually yes i can. it's anonymous posts which tell you how to live your life. what the hell? why would i listen to the advice of someone who i don't even know the identity of ( Read more... )

i'm gonna start fasting again. i'm sick of not being dangerously skinny. i'm sick of knowing i'm just a normal weight. i want to scare people with my emaciated figure. i want to feel my bones through my clothing. i want to feel the dizziness that comes with being starved. i want to pass out from malnourishment. the end.

thought i'd better just update with the message that i got into my course. i sort of already knew, but it's kind of nice in writing... ummm... i should really be more excited...

yesterday i went to the beach with ellen. that was really fun. we saw this crazy dude with board-shorts that were horizontal stripes of neon colours. they were MAD! then ellen tried to body-surf and ended up sitting on him. :P after that we made a sand mermaid and called her Busty Mermaid Jane (she was well endowed). we also ate brownies and drank ( Read more... )

I have decided today, for no more reason than that I am rather bored, to use the English language as it is meant to be used -- that is, with correct punctuation and grammar. Today, I am an educated person, and I will write everything in such a way that even when I am completely ignorant of the topic, I sound as though I am very well informed indeed ( Read more... )

so, as of yesterday evening, i have a job, for the first time in my life! i'm working at a mexican resteraunt called acapulco annie's, and it is great, cause it pays well and there are free meals after every shift, and the staff are nice... it's hard work, but it's also good fun. and now i have an income so i can buy all sorts of stuff ( Read more... )