to dure
i'm just really confused. i don't know how to explain any further. i am terribly confused. i never wanted to hurt anyone, but i have. i want to apologise, but i don't know how it will be taken. i acted the way i did because i thought you hated me dure. i honestly did. i'm sorry that i misunderstood you, but that's what i thought. i don't want to make things difficult for you, and i DO listen to you! i don't know. we're both so quick to get suspicious and angry at one another, things are difficult sometimes. but i do want to talk to you. i want us to be friends like we used to be. and i don't want any issues either of us have to get in our way. i'm sorry i said things about you being high and mighty -- i just HAD to get you to tell me it was you. something you need to know about me is that i won't listen to a thing you say until i know who you are. but when i have a face to talk to, you will have my full attention for at least the length of the conversation and probably much longer.
yes, i have a problem. yes, i need help. but i've got to get it in my own time. in the meantime i am dealing with this as best i can. "making" me get help will be no help at all. it will only alert too many people of what's going on and then i'll have more trouble getting over it. so please, TALK TO ME! i like talking! i'm a talkative person!
oh, and why am i not on your friends list? i thought it was because you didn't like me anymore, but if it's not, then can you add me again?
yes, i have a problem. yes, i need help. but i've got to get it in my own time. in the meantime i am dealing with this as best i can. "making" me get help will be no help at all. it will only alert too many people of what's going on and then i'll have more trouble getting over it. so please, TALK TO ME! i like talking! i'm a talkative person!
oh, and why am i not on your friends list? i thought it was because you didn't like me anymore, but if it's not, then can you add me again?