For the past month or so I've been hiding away from the world ( Read more... )

It occurred to me this morning on my way into work that I've not been without relationship-related stress since 2002, when I first started to consider the possibility that I might not be able to stay in the relationship with 1handsomedevil (aka Sweetie ( Read more... )

We had a good long talk yesterday. She understands why I find it so hard to trust that I won't just get hurt over and over if I stay in the relationship, and I understand that she needs to know what my needs are to be able to successfully meet them ( Read more... )

Not Letting Go ( Read more... )

A renewal of sorts is happening with me. I'm rejuvenating. The funk that had me tightly in its grasp has lifted after the ruminations of the past week and a half or so. The lion's share of that has been in the last 3 days.

Here's what it amounts to: ( for those what is interested )

Steev was here earlier and went out to FetMasq's NYE party, where he still is as I start this at quarter after 2 in the morning on January 1, 2007. Pie and HB were here but left about half an hour ago to return to HB's place. Steev will eventually arrive back here ( Read more... )

The camping trip with the boy was good, though quite rainy. We spent each day exploring the campground by walking around or keeping dry as much as we could under the circumstances. Each night we spent by the fire, talking and just chilling together.

( interesting things that happened while camping )

Last night I went to Pie's place in Brampton. We had all-you-can-eat ribs at Shoeless Joe's. Turns out that isn't as much as we'd like to have eaten. If it weren't so good we'd never have packed in as many as we did. We had pork-filled bellies as a result ( Read more... )

Last night I went to Pie's in Brampton. The idea was for us to have a night of sex and cuddling and just being together ( Read more... )

This weekend was the kind of relaxing weekend I hope to have many more of in the future. Pie and I had a murder mystery on Friday night which went really well (best cast grouping) and then we headed back to BurlingPIElington to sleep. In the morning Pie did lots of puttering to clean up our mess all over Shoshin's place including organPIEing our ( Read more... )