Please do not read this if you value your sanity ( Read more... )

I'm still in bed, don't wanna go anywhere. Yesterday I successfully guessed the password for the public Wi-Fi hotspot in this hotel, so I don't have to go anywhere to get my dose of Internet ( Read more... )

God, it's been difficult to read and review my previous diary entry since I couldn't keep in mind all the long sentences that I wrote. Wow. I cannot even understand myself any longer ( Read more... )

My working memory is shit as always though sometimes I feel like it's getting worse and sometimes I feel like it's getting a tad better but the net result is still negative. Yesterday after hesitating for almost a month I finally watched another movie in English, Joker, and this time around I had to rewind various dialogs just ~30 times instead of ( Read more... )

A few days ago I broke into tears for a brief moment because it had gotten extremely difficult for me to read any English text. I feel like I cannot even digest simple sentences without forgetting them a split second after I've read them. For instance I've just read an article in The Register, "Explain yourself, mister: Fresh efforts at Google to ( Read more... )

My working memory hasn't improved a tiny bit for the past twelve months and sometimes I feel like it's getting progressively worse as I'm totally unable to read and properly comprehend long sentences in English containing more than seven distinct semantic entities. This sometimes lead me a state of utter depression and I almost break into tears ( Read more... )

I broke into tears for a few seconds two days ago, since my symptoms aren't getting away and now I notice how I forget something also daily. Ars tried to calm me down and said the issue wasn't my brain but with my psyche, so he suggested that I went to a shrink or psychiatrist instead. When we were chatting on Telegram I sent him extracts from the ( Read more... )

I'm starting to forget keyboard shortcuts. Today I've had troubles recollecting a keyboard combination for pasting from the internal midnight commander buffer (shift + f5). The day before yesterday when I went to bed I left the lights on in the kitchen - i.e. I proceeded from the kitchen to the bedroom without realizing something was not right ( Read more... )

Maria left to buy something for her trip to Spb around 9.30pm. I remember I told her to lock the apartment front door with her keys but she didn't and I knew the door stayed open. I thought to myself that I would stand up soon and lock it myself. Only when Maria returned and got in without opening the door I realized that I'd totally forgotten ( Read more... )

My sleeping regime for the past month has been in tatters. I regularly go to sleep past 4-7am and twice I went to bed around 9am. And twice it was because of my inclination towards playing CS:GO for up to 8 hours in a row, starting around 12am. Of course I broke the promise not to install the damn game ever again. It's not that the game is "damned ( Read more... )