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i want to cry.
i feel alone.
my boyfriend is avoiding me cuz hes scared of commitment.
my x and i havent spoken in a month.
my friends are busy.
i just dont know what to do with myself.
im struggeling with my chemical imbalance.
im on day 5 of no cutting and today im fiting the urge.
i have a new psychiatrist on the 30th.
i gotta keep it together
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talking to walls about my meds.
im sick of my meds. i want to change them. the psych meds that is.
1st off: i hate my seriquill. my seriquill and haladol is wacked together. i want my haladol back to 3 times a day 15mg to 3Omg a day & no more seriquill. thats all for my anti psychotic drugs.
i take klonipin 4 pills a day. id rather be on 2mg zanax 2x daily. thats all for my anti ( Read more... ) -
wow its been a while
im at johns shitty ass hotel room. i give up. ive lost control. mom and i barely talk. john is in love with some woman. jesse never calls nor vince nor anyone. i hate me. no one cares why am i writing this? maybe because i have 18 cuts on my right arm. but who cares? no one. -
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well ive been through a hell of a lot. ive been carless for 2 weeks now thank the good god damnd wilky picked me up on tuesday and took me to a christmas party. wilky fell out of the truck and scraped his face up bad. x-mas is comming up and i get more and more anxious mostly because i dont have the car to get me places. i love john ( Read more... ) -
just a thought
i wonder if things are gonna work out for me.
Ive been struggeling not to self medicate.
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