i want to cry.

[bionicvapor]

i feel alone.
my boyfriend is avoiding me cuz hes scared of commitment.
my x and i havent spoken in a month.
my friends are busy.
i just dont know what to do with myself.
im struggeling with my chemical imbalance.
im on day 5 of no cutting and today im fiting the urge.
i have a new psychiatrist on the 30th.
i gotta keep it together