easy does it easy does it think of something to say no to
as the ground beneath me moves. and the light growes from bright to dim. i cant help but feel the sadness steal the breath from my lungs. my heart hurts so badly. i feel as if no one understands or even cares to try and understand. im sick of living with one drunk. now i live with two. i can believe what ive gotten myself into. i feel so empty. i feel upsidown. my eyes want to shut forever. i want to lay at rest and finally wipe my bloodshot eyes. i have no one to talk to. no one to call. no one to lean on. my heart hurts. my brain feels swolen. if this continuse i feel i will turn bitter.... or.....