i got raped by fireants. my whole hand is swolen. im going 2 tha falls 2nite wit elijah who i havnt heard from or talkd 2 in lik 2 months. so thatll b strait. hit me up if u wanna do something, 305 632 8711

its lik 4 in tha morning n i hav football 2morro at 8 -_____-. i saw stealth, of course the black person is the only one that dies. figures. the white man is really pressing on my kind lol. i just wanna write 2 show every1 that im still alive. n i feel a lot better. this is me coming out for real. i dont want problems.

my hair is fucking falling out. that sux. o well. i had an epiphany sorta. lik i figured out wat im gonna do wit my life. i think. i really want 2 go career in the army now. that means spend a long time in the army. lik be a general or something. thatll b kool. i thot that i wantd 2 stay around miami n settle down n hav a family. but i dont kno if ( Read more... )

we broke up. o well. it sux but im not gonna let it cloud my shit lik it did last time. i guess i just hav 2 change my life style again. 2 tha way i was gonna do it a while ago. just move around the country, not settle down n keep moving. prolly go career in the army n go general. it sux but its not lik its the end of my life lik i thot it would b ( Read more... )

its something lik 3 30 in tha morning. cant sleep as usual. drunk (unfortunately) as usual lately. im so depressd. every1 seems 2 b in tha mood 2 fuck wit me lately. im on punishment so i aint even supposd 2 b on tha computer. but watever. im prolly gonna fight friday night n if i can get on the computer i will. i hate this summer, n i hate myself ( Read more... )

its time 4 me 2 go bak 2 my moms house. do u kno wat this means? stay up as late as i want, go anywhere i want. 24/7 me n darrell chill. which means a bitch load of parties n even more fighting. tha next couple of weeks r gonna b fun. it will b tha only fun ive had in a while. so im looking forward 2 it. darrell n jubin r tha only 1s that c me this ( Read more... )

i work out in tha yard all day picking up thousands of dead n rotten mangos. then i hav 2 haul tha 150 pound garbage bag 2 tha curb, bout 100 yards away. i do that bout 15 times. then i get back in tha house bout 8 o clock, i started at about 12 when i woke up. n then when i get back n out of tha shower n get 2 tha computer n sams mad at me 4 not ( Read more... )

omg it was the hottest thing ive ever experienced. the house i stayd in doesnt hav air conditioning. n som1 txt me sayin that sam breaks up wit me n is going wit som1 named shea. -__________- thats some fucking bullshit

everything i do is going wrong. i g2 tha gym n i drop a weight. i post something on tha journal n sam gets mad. i walk tha dog n i bust my ass on a stump. im suprised i havnt shot myself in tha leg. wat tha hell is going wrong wit me. i feel lik crying 4 real. im in a fuck up funk. y cant i do anything right? im losing my godamn mind, seriously. i ( Read more... )

even tho i kno all tha boys hittin on u n everything, i kno that deep down u dont hear them n u finna stay wit me. i trust u so im not gonna worry bout it. i love you so much, n i kno this gonna work, cuz it already is.