i cant do this anymore
its something lik 3 30 in tha morning. cant sleep as usual. drunk (unfortunately) as usual lately. im so depressd. every1 seems 2 b in tha mood 2 fuck wit me lately. im on punishment so i aint even supposd 2 b on tha computer. but watever. im prolly gonna fight friday night n if i can get on the computer i will. i hate this summer, n i hate myself. nothing is going right. i cant do anything 2 make any1 happy. im miserable. but no1 seems 2 care so i just keep moving along on my road 2 shit. my liver is gonna fail. i drink way 2 much. but it helps tha pain. o yea n i guess no1 notices that i got hurt or anything lik that. aint a dam thing going right. lik tha saying goes My true Boys stay blue, tha rest of tha crew gone green. help me plz! i need help, i cant do this anymore. help me i really need som1 2 help me b4 i do something wrong n stupid. i can feel it coming on. HELP ME