Jul 03, 2005 18:36
everything i do is going wrong. i g2 tha gym n i drop a weight. i post something on tha journal n sam gets mad. i walk tha dog n i bust my ass on a stump. im suprised i havnt shot myself in tha leg. wat tha hell is going wrong wit me. i feel lik crying 4 real. im in a fuck up funk. y cant i do anything right? im losing my godamn mind, seriously. i get sick every 5 minutes. i throw up 4 no reason. im miserable all the time. this usually doesnt happen 2 me. i thot i was on top of everything. i guess i was wrong.....idk wats wrong either, that makes me mad. how m i supposd 2 fix it if i dont kno wats broke. WTF IS HAPPENING 2 ME?!?!?! i hav 2 leave on wednesday n ill b gone 4 a week. i hope this bullshit summer ends soon, cuz so far its sucking ass. just lik i said it would......