best day of my life....................NOT
i work out in tha yard all day picking up thousands of dead n rotten mangos. then i hav 2 haul tha 150 pound garbage bag 2 tha curb, bout 100 yards away. i do that bout 15 times. then i get back in tha house bout 8 o clock, i started at about 12 when i woke up. n then when i get back n out of tha shower n get 2 tha computer n sams mad at me 4 not calling her n something else that she wont tell me. ive always said how m i supposd 2 fix when i dont kno wats wrong. then she tells me that the boys who lik her call her more times in one day then i do all tha time we been 2gether. i dont wat 2 do. i cant do anything right. i try 2 b a good person, but i cant seem 2 get it all 2gether. wat m i doing wrong? som1 tell me plz. let me fix it. my world is crashing in around me n i dont hav anything 2 push it bak up. ive got a bad feeling about wats gonna happen in tha next couple of months. i hav a feeling that something bad is gonna happen 2 me. tell me wat im doing wrong, tell me that im wronging u if u feel that i am. i really want 2 b a good person. im trying 2 but its not working obviously. but i just get tha feeling that no1 is thinkin bout how i feel. i mean im tha guy n im not supposd 2 hav feelings. but i do. 4get it. if u dont lik me then get on n stop wasting my time. i got a couple true friends n thats all i need.