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2011

bent_brokenrose Jan 28, 2012 00:02

Well Jan is nearly over so it's about time I said good bye to 2011 ( Read more... )

foraging, 2011, self harm, health, meds, depression, first house, rambling, prozac, cats, crafting, baking, life, oakleaf, parasitology, phd, physical health, driving, hols, mourning, finland, crochet, reflection, cooking, mental health, knitting, house, brewing, pets, horseriding, gardening

Updating!

bent_brokenrose Jul 02, 2011 01:23

Wow there is a lot to update you on. Might have to use cuts.

( Horseriding )

2011, con, disney, health, mood, depression, first house, life, anxiety, parasitology, hair, computer, hols, exercise, brewing, manga, hellsing, meds, rambling, books, reading, my so-called life, phd, midlothian, finland, cooking, mental health, sam, house, gardening, horseriding, diazepam

Sometimes everything just feels insurmountable. They shouldn't, they should be going well but yet I still seem to feel like I'm at the bottom of a mud pit, lungs crushed and heart squeezed. What reasons do I have to be anxious ( Read more... )

masters, depression, pms, uni, mental health, london, anxiety, work, diazepam

updating

bent_brokenrose Mar 09, 2009 14:33

Well I think it's time for an update. I give you fair warning it shall be long and rambling, with possibe long rambly whiney rants about depression ( Read more... )

speed racer, manga, anime, religion, masters, wigan, mood, depression, rambling, meh, london, reviewing, family, life, parasitology, action figures, babies, concerts, spring, sad, zavvi, board gaming, uni, bday, manchester, mental health, gym, house, brewing, finnish

Should can frell the hell off right now.

bent_brokenrose Dec 11, 2008 10:34

Ok I should be writing cards, I should be getting dressed, I should be modding Freecycle, I should be eating breakfast, I should be taking my turns, I should be reading fic, I should be wrapping presents, I should be looking for holidays, I should be applying for my masters, I should be tidying, I should be sorting the home brew, I should be ( Read more... )

anime, self harm, masters, mood, shopping, depression, rambling, pms, scars, meh, reviewing, life, menopause, physical health, rant, hols, sad, social life, yule, christmas, mooncup, reflection, mental health, freecycle, new years, to do list, house, brewing, merlin, comics

I'm breaking down, I'm burning out and it's not funny like on television

bent_brokenrose Jun 16, 2008 12:57

*sigh ( Read more... )

seroxat, self harm, meds, mood, therapy, depression, rambling, prostap, pms, lustral, life, livial, kliovance, menopause, physical health, effexor, reflection, mental health, zispin, suicide, lamotrigine, house, diazepam

I'm getting old

bent_brokenrose Feb 13, 2008 10:01

Well yesterday was my birthday. Normally my worst day of the year. But I got through it, and I even enjoyed it. Apart from some tears in the morning it was good. And hell if I can have birthdays from now on where I only cry a little bit that is such a vast improvement. :-)

So what happened in my special day?

Woke up all nice and well nice Did my ( Read more... )

photos, depression, aber, 2008, life, social life, uni, friends, bday, cons, cooking, mental health, sam, manchester, eating, japanese

sigh

bent_brokenrose Dec 12, 2007 12:13

Quick post ( Read more... )

fan boy3, mood, depression, life, eating, house, money, work, pets, ccg

I finally made it on here

bent_brokenrose Nov 29, 2007 23:35

Wow I have finally made the time to come in here and make a proper post.

Have been meaning to for so long that I am not sure where exactly to start.

Life status updates first:

Working p/t at fanboy3 (www.fanboy3.co.uk), tues-fri and sunday. Also playing wow there (with sams cards) on a weds and boardgaming on a sun
Still living with Sam, in my own ( Read more... )

fan boy3, house md, meds, depression, prostap, life, menopause, physical health, blue room, social life, board gaming, exercise, wow ccg, reflection, sam, house, eating, work

Who am I?

bent_brokenrose Oct 31, 2007 08:48

Loaded title hey?

When I was younger I used to be scared of getting better from this depression. It was a giant piece of me. Without the depression who on earth am I?

When with Sam I was scared of loosing him. He was also a giant piece of me. Without Sam who am I?

Now I don't have Sam. Now I am trying to loose this depression. Who will I be? Where ( Read more... )

2007, depression, reflection, sam, mental health, lost and found, kayden, life