I could have chosen to go to the CAM conference instead of going to Vegas with my friends, but I didn't.  With my future still in limbo, I don't feel ready to step back into the midwifery world.  I have lingering feelings of being a fool, a failure and I don't have an ounce of confidence - not really how I want to present myself.

Tonight I dipped ( Read more... )

I've been awake for more than an hour already.  My lower back is so sore that I couldn't find a comfortable position to go back to sleep, so I'm trying to type quietly so as not to wake my roommate ( Read more... )