I haven't really eaten this week. About a box of cookies, 1/2 a milkshake, and some gummies. None of it stayed in. I eat sugar for the quick energy boost, & because the idea of chewing makes me panicky.
I was wondering why.
Why does walking down the street make me sad?
Why do hugs from those who love me make me sad?
Why can't I eat?

I think it's ( Read more... )

this break up is so different from the last one. why does it feel so familiar ( Read more... )

About two hours ago, against my better judgement, I snooper thru danny's phone. And found a text saying they would have to resort to dirty "bathroom shenanigans" while at the wedding he and I were at with his ex.

So.
My boyfriend is cheating on me.
And he doesn't know I know. Because he left his phone home while at work.
So, it's not even real yet.

I ( Read more... )

Oh! Hai!
I produced Priscilla dreams the answer. Emily directed, & the rest of the company acted with me.
We won best comedy. It was pretty great in every way.
I almost broke up with Danny. Lots of drama there.
Instead I went on a cruise with Jenna, Rett, Nadira, Suzy and Jamie.
I like cruises. I don't like getting sick in Mexico, & having it totally ( Read more... )

I am no good at this. Last night we got into a fight over Mac n cheese. Because dinner wasn't ready when I got home, so I made my own. Next thing you know, I'm wandering the monuments at 2am drinking vodka lemonade w/ a rental car, and he's sleeping on the couch.
It's times like this I wish I had the guts to end it. Or the knowledge to fix it. But I ( Read more... )

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