No where else to go
About two hours ago, against my better judgement, I snooper thru danny's phone. And found a text saying they would have to resort to dirty "bathroom shenanigans" while at the wedding he and I were at with his ex.
So.
My boyfriend is cheating on me.
And he doesn't know I know. Because he left his phone home while at work.
So, it's not even real yet.
I put all his things in the kitchen, and taped printouts of the convo to the door, telling him to leave, & leave my ring behind.
Really, I want there to be an explanation. I want there to not be numerous dirty pictures and messages, instigated and asked for by him. I want there to not be references to his visit to see her in early august, while I was on vacation. I want there to not be messages with him telling her he loves her, and mocking her for thinking that he can't sneak away under my nose with me not even suspecting he'd be unfaithful.
I want there to be an explanation that makes it all ok, and I know there isn't and it's breaking a heart that didn't have anything left to break.
I want the past year of learning to love and trust only to be betrayed back.
I want to leave dc.
I want a lot of things, but right now I've got nothing
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